I found the Poison to My Disease. Yes, I am a Disease. It is my other name. Besides Loveless. Call me either you choose. I have other names as well. Ask if you wish to call me by another.

So epic. Check out my Poison's stuff

Sometimes I always wonder, why am I always the one to fall across unrequited love? Why does it do that to me so much? Am I to blame for it? Or is there a higher force I am unaware of? What does it mean to love anymore? What does it mean to be loved back? I think...I've lost an important human emotion... I don't know what to do with myself anymore, except live. It's all I've gotten now, an empty shell with a lost emotion. I hope they are happy.


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Here's a song to make you ponder about me. It is called "Blame" by Naree. (Song describes me if you're not too intuitive enough to tell yourself.) >.>

The lyrics now:

<sub>So you think you caught me out
You think you understand
Without a doubt

And you're trying to play my game
But don't know know you can't win
Unless you're lying in my grave

And heaven doesn't want me
It was afraid I'd take over
I'm innocent, so innocent,
But I'll be old when you're only 14
And I can't speak
No, not a peep
This is side biz
When you're being weighed by pain

And I told you to love me
And I told you to care
'Cause in the end you'll all blame me
In the end you'll all blame me
And the person I can be

I'm a child of lust, but I'm all about trust
I act on impulse, Adrenaline
I love to feel that rush

And I'm all about revenge
I believe in vengeance
Now I stand as I try to make amends
And I'm very open minded
Even sometimes experimental
But if I try you'll jab me from behind
And the scars on my naked body
Are ready to be touched
I'm not afraid to die
'Cause death's the one who ran away from me

And I told you to love me
And I told you to care
'Cause in the end you'll all blame me
In the end you'll all blame me
And the person I can be

And I'll never get over it
But this is not as I can be
And it hurts
But I'll deal with it
All the acrimony inside me
And suddenly
All the lies are becoming truth
That I've been hiding from, for so long

'Cause I want you to love me
And I want you to care
And I wished you would hold me
And I know, I know you'll all forgive me
I know you still love me
And the person I've become, is the best part of knowing me
I'll be the one to set you free
And now you're starting to see

So you think you've caught me out
You think you understand
Without a doubt
And you're trying to play my game
But don't you know you can't win
Unless you're lying in my grave</sub>

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_{Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn}


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My best friends for life (ily to you all):
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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :



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