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And so I lay myself down,
Another battle is yet to begin,
My heart's ready to burst again,
But you don't even notice.

I close my eyes,
And I feel sharp piercing needles stab into my soft flesh,
I try to scream,
But I choke on my own very voice.

The blood seeps out,
From each undefined wound,
And I shake in my lost fear,
And I wonder who I may have once been.

I'm empty, broken, and wasted,
You watch my tears become endless,
I keep bleeding,
But you just stand and watch, motionless and unaffected by my suffering.

And so I pick myself up,
And I attempt to rebuild what I've gone and lost,
But your words, your promises, your embrace, and our memories,
They will forever haunt me along the way,
As I try to faithlessly erase the damage you have caused me.
:iconchristineyuki:

Author's Comments

:worry:


"If you feel better
Telling me I'm cruel
Saying I'm unfeeling
I don't mind
If it's necessary
If it helps you out
Crying that I'm heartless
It's alright

And I'm sorry to cause you so much pain
And I'm sorry to bring you down again
'Cause I've reached the end and I won't fight anymore
I don't know what you really want from me
But I don't fit in your reality
How can any man be so blind
But if you feel better
I don't mind

If you feel safer
Keeping to yourself
Placing trust in no one
I won't cry
If it calms your conscience
Making me the guilty one
Take my reputation
Ain't worth much
And it's alright

And I'm sorry to cause you so much pain
And I'm sorry to bring you down again
But I've reached the end and I won't fight anymore
I don't know what you really want from me
But I don't fit in your reality
How can any man be so blind
But if you feel better
I don't mind...

And I'm sorry to cause you so much pain
And I'm sorry to bring you down again
But I've reached the end and I won't fight anymore
I don't know what you really want from me
But I don't fit in your reality
How can any man be so blind
But if you feel better
I don't mind...

Won't make me sorry 'cause I'm cruel
Won't hurt the feelings I don't have
Won't break the heart that isn't there you'll find
But if you feel better
Telling me I'm cruel
Saying I'm unfeeling
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind..."
-"If You Feel Better" by Emilie Autumn

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:icon0nemoretyme:
*hugs tightly*

beautifully written...

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:iconkingdom-key:
This is a masterpiece. Very wonderful job

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:iconchristineyuki:
*hugs tightly back*

thank yous...

--
I am just your ordinary, average, every day sane psycho.
[[ And would you tear my castle down,
Stone by stone.
And let the wind run through my windows,
Till' there was nothing left but a battered rose.
]]
:icontyc113:
You have such a way with words. Absolutely amazing.

--
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:iconchristineyuki:
Thank you very much.. That means a lot to me.. I wrote this in my angst and misery.. Thank you, really. :heart:

--
I am just your ordinary, average, every day sane psycho.
[[ And would you tear my castle down,
Stone by stone.
And let the wind run through my windows,
Till' there was nothing left but a battered rose.
]]
:icon0nemoretyme:
you bet babe

--
Live in Love, Strength, and Self-Control - Cobalt-Blood
Clubs: =RawEm0tion
~ [link]
:iconchristineyuki:
Thank you very much... :heart: I've been working on a lot of different pieces lately that are taking me a lot longer to write. But I'm just glad to finally get more and more of my bottled up feelings out through my poetry other than keep it in and suffer more.

--
I am just your ordinary, average, every day sane psycho.
[[ And would you tear my castle down,
Stone by stone.
And let the wind run through my windows,
Till' there was nothing left but a battered rose.
]]
:icontyc113:
Welcome. It's always good to get your emotions out.

--
Blackbird singing in the dead of night.

My youtube [link]
:iconkingdom-key:
I have written stories that have come from my soul. You story was very wonderful :)

--
Creator of the one and fabulous Minaria!

"In Hell, they use ice cream as a punishment.."

Other Account: :iconHungryMinaria:

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