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Battling Heart

And so I lay myself down, Another battle is yet to begin, My heart's ready to burst again, But you don't even notice.
I close my eyes, And I feel sharp piercing needles stab into my soft flesh, I try to scream, But I choke on my own very voice.
The blood seeps out, From each undefined wound, And I shake in my lost fear, And I wonder who I may have once been.
I'm empty, broken, and wasted, You watch my tears become endless, I keep bleeding, But you just stand and watch, motionless and unaffected by my suffering.
And so I

_{Can't you see?! That I'm already too far gone to be saved this time around...}

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WatchingI watch as she soars through the trees, She tears each one apart, As she jumps about, From branch to branch.
I watch her muddled crimson hair sway gently in the breeze, She cries as the voices never stop, As she replays each despairing memory, From her long harbored past.
I watch her stop moving, She stoops upon a large vacant tree branch, As she gazes down at the deep blue expanse, From pieces of her bittersweet memories.
I watch her contemplate revenge, She slams her fist upon the soft tree trunk, As she leaps down to stand in it's murky Watching
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BittenCome off on a different taste. I've been working, and trying, Bleeding and dying, But still to no end's meet. Give me a brief limit, no, wait. That makes the attired taste atrocious.
And your eyes of yellow, steam off at my seams. I need something to live and die for, Too damn lost to have my reason anymore. Death is my petty excuse, For plighted wings, Broken and unruly, Left to dry in your rain. Where is the start, where is the end? Are you my beginning? Or my downfall? Follow me through the mist, And feel me in the gist of your memories. Bitten
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Systems OverloadYour hands are cold even in this soft summer breeze. Upon backwards faces, And tallied words, Impressions and filtered hearts, Things left to deceive the willing sleeve. Blocks written from the dawn. "Quite a memory you have there." Hearing the best lies in silence and fear. Dreams harpooned across the heart. Telling of how you are to never forget their arms. Drown? It's more than you'll ever want. Systems Overload
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Hollow, Inside And OutYou know where it gets you when you get there, When I get there I'll want to go home. What you believe is a lie, Is what I will believe and die. Headaches and nightmares, are better left for worser days. My body aches and burns for a love that's gone unheard. Hollow, Inside And Out
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Life For Rent...

Fri Jul 3, 2009, 8:23 PM

Mood: Miserable
Listening to: The Way I Loved You -Taylor Swift
Reading: How I'd rather be dead if I can't have him...
Watching: How the next few months are going to be hell....
Playing: With my heart as I try to fix its unfixable pieces
Eating: Something's eating away at me instead...
Drinking: I wish I had some even more now.

Anyone want to rent my life and take it about on the town for a while? I don't want to be me right now. Somebody please save me, make things better for me again...Take away this never-ending pain, sorrow, and misery that is ceaseless...

My life's for rent still...Someone just buy it...for god's sake....

I'm most likely going to write a poem related to this later too...*sighs*

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Current Residence: I'm not even legal, I'm just a dead little girl.
Interests: Literature, Drawing/Painting, Writing, Music, Reading, Manga, Anime, Fashion, Singing, etc.
Favourite movie: Dead Poets Society,The Cat Returns,Whisper of the Heart,Enchanted,Evan Almighty,Click, etc.
Favourite band or musician: Emilie Autumn, The Rasmus, Paramore, Evanescence, Fiona Apple, Maria Mena, Missy Higgins, etc.
Favourite genre of music: All Kinds
Favourite artist: My fave manga-ka's (just ask me if you really wanna know ;P)
Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dickenson, Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, Susan Sizemore
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: Shell? Like a Conch Shell or a Triton Shell?
Favourite game: Final Fantasy X-2, Pokemon Pearl,Tales of Symphonia, Star Ocean: Till the End of Time, etc.
Favourite cartoon character: Misaki Ayuzawa from "Kaichou wa Maid-sama!" Yuuki Kuroso (Yuki Cross) from Vampire Knight
Personal Quote: Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,it's about learning to dance in the rain.
Tools of the Trade: Pen, Pencil, Paints, Basically anything that is useful for art projects ;p

MSN: Ask me in a note if you want it.

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~Dwood15

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~stompy101

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Thanks for the fav ^^

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I walk on wounds that seldom prove to slow me down. I laugh this constant pain away, so you can't tell. But there it lies under the smiles, it drains me mile after mile, but seldom proves to slow me down.